My truth, my lie..

Its a lie when I say we' re still friends...

Its a lie when I talk to you and say I sometimes care...

Its a lie when I try to tell how much Im over this game...

Its my truth when I close my eyes and see your eyes again like I saw them for the first time on that bus station that mark my day...

Its my truth when the clock keeps marking the time and I still find you every night in my dreams reminding me how much lies I do tell...

Its my truth when I recognize that you are still the owner of this heart...

Its my truth and only my truth when I remember those times we walk hand by hand in a cold and lonely night and our lips found each other...

Its a lie when I deny your memory in those streets full of memories, and your presence standing still...

Its my lie when I say you are just another friend but my heart frozes and dies when you talk about her and I say its alright...

Its a lie that I pretend that it doesnt hurt when you say love has an ending...

Its my truth when I say to myself if love has an ending when is this love going to end?...

Its my truth to be sitting here writing about you in my loney night, with your name mark in my heart...

You are my only truth...

You are my only lie...